Our pregnancy story and the journey we went through.
I was off for a couple month in the blog, but now I returned with a great news, we are pregnant! Yep, baby Boyajian is coming soon!
I guess I stopped writing articles in my blog after June and summer time was the time for renewing my mind, getting rest and waiting for the new life coming. I never had oportunity to share this on social media, but today I decided to post the difficulties that we had before we got pregnant.
I had 2 recurrent miscarriages before I got pregnant with these one. First I got pregnant last year and found out that I was pregnant in January 5. That was very shocking and the same time exciting news. We didn’t plan for a long time, so it happened when we first tried and as soon as we found out we told our families and friends. We delivered the news to our families and friends with very interesting and surprising ways. But after a month, in February 10, I went to emergency room with bleeding and pain and doctors told us that it is a threatened misscarriage. I was scared but had a little hope.The next day my husband and I traveled to Sacramento for business, after one day I had more bleeding and lost the baby. It was the worst time of my life. My husband and I were sad, we didn’t know why it happened and the doctors didn’t have answers either. It was on Valentines day and we even didn’t celebrate it, I can saythat it was the worst Valentines day we had. But after couple weeks I recovered physically, even though mentally I was crushed. It was getting harder when we notice that many of our friends getting pregnant and of course we shared the joy, but the same time it was reminding us our grief. We didn’t want to wait too long, so after two month we tried again and yes, I was pregnant for the second time. I found out on mother day, it was very special for me, but the happines was short , I lost it again after a week. These time we were so angry, full of pain, we just took a vacation and trusted God with our future.
We changed our doctor because the previous one diagnosed me with PCOS(Polyscystic Ovarian Syndrom) and this is was more stressfull. I had to cut all the sugar, carbs even some vegetables and fruits, in one word, I tried to heal my body. When we changed our doctor, the new one sent us for taking all tests that would possibly be reasons of my misscarriages. We checked and everything was clear, I even didn’t have PCOS. So he asked us to wait for at least three month and try again. We have waited and then with trusting God and praying, we tried again. This time it happened and we heard the babie’s heartbeat. I still had many fears and was scared to lose it again, even after first trimestr, but when I saw the baby’s moving 4D video, everything felt so real!
I prayed and gave my fears to God’s hand and was full Joy and Hope. I learned to fully to trust God, even though I had a bad experience and let me tell you, it was not easy. Now I’m 20 weeks far and so far everything is great. I’m enjoying my pregnancy and every developement of this little miracle inside me.
We announced our pregnancy on social media during the Christmas and after sharing it publicly, it felt more real.
We are so grateful to our Father in Heaven for this little miracle and for the journey we went through!